Working mom, writer, soccer player for UST FC,Biker and super friend
Tuesday, December 6, 2016
Of loss and Grief
Tuesday, November 8, 2016
Change in Humanity Activated
Donald Trump, Rodrigo Duterte, Radical Solutions and desolutions are openings for opportunities and change.
There is a change that humanity is craving beyond the systems that are in place. That is just how the way it is, until it is put in a box that people are accustomed to, it will always be the subject of confusion and hate to people who have a parallel understanding of how the universe works. Knowing this does not mean you are okay with it..just means stepping back and assesing is the way you can live along these changes while keeping your morals and beliefs intact. Reacting to the actions of people that operate within the change does not help create the balance of your life, it is the work that you do to further your understanding that will create harmony. There will always be the inevitable and chaos.
I will discuss this in my blog as I go along.
Monday, September 5, 2016
Point to Point Bus: A Commuters Haven
So I was asked by my boss to come and report for work, first thing that came to my mind was, what time do I freaking leave my mom's house because MNL traffic situation has no chill at all, worst of it's kind? How can I travel as cheap as I can going to the place I need to go to that is as comfortable as I am in a chauffered service like Uber or Grab Car or even close?
I first saw this point to point service in ayala while I was dining out with my best football buddy Rica and thought of trying it out the next time I am headed south.
I personally think that this will kill the muck out of the current shitty bus system.
So when I was presented an opportunity to travel southbound for work, I didn't miss a chance of riding this Point to Point shuttle service. For just 100 pesos I am able to enjoy pro's such as:
1.) Cruising just like how comfortable you would be in a car.
2.) Free Wi-Fi.
3.) Friendlier Bus Drivers
4.) Peaceful and safer compared to riding in a bus.
5.) More civilized passengers.
6.) Not much fear in taking a nap looking out protecting your bag from being slashed or pick pocketed.
7.) Your Morning Tv shows onboard because it has TV on board.
Cons:
1.) It is a non stop bus, you can't just stop to pee, eat or drink.
I think that is it for now. Until my next Point to Point bus adventure.
Sunday, September 4, 2016
Of Toddlers and Laptops
Photo Credits to Barbara Santos and Richard Fruto of Fairview Bikers
Tuesday, May 3, 2016
I wish this will go away soon.
I miss you around me making me smile greeting me good morning
I miss you making me feel
I miss that I can just call you and you will be here and you would make me feel calm.
I still wake up around the same time that we both do 2-3 am I don't know If you still do.
you have been my sweet space
you made me feel really tender
and it was amazing
I don't know if it was amazing for you
I don't know if you felt what I felt.
but i had to stop it had to stop.
because you no longer wanted.
And I don't know how to cope with rejection.
I had to be. I have to let it go.
it is hard. I am counting the kilometers I spend biking in the places far away
I already ran miles but still the pain is just the same
I don't know when I will find or will I be found.
But what happens now is I have to clean up every little mess I made
Make up for all lost time that was brought about by my impulsiveness
Do my own personal responsibilities
With a hurt heart I know I will get over this.
I know I loved you deep as an ocean crave depth
in the short amount of time we spent
What matters now is I will continue to move.
Move as I can. Only a few people know how sad I am
but the sensitive ones know I'm lost
only a few know I am in pain.
I'm not banking on seeing you ever again though
But the next time someone tries to make me feel tender
I will guard my heart and my sanity harder.
I will work myself up to beat all my insecurities and be the best woman I can ever be.
I will use my head more next time.
And not give away too much of my time.
I am treating you as a lesson in life.
I wish all the negative feelings will go away very soon.
Because no one deserves to outshine my stars and my moon.
Thursday, April 7, 2016
Truth
Dear Boy,
It's easy to play on a fat girl with low self esteem
You won't live to regret anything.
Saturday, March 5, 2016
Maharlika Paradise: A Secret Pristine Preserved spot in Wawa Montalban.
In Lieu with this an annual "Maharlika Summit" is held in different places of the Philippines. This Summit will be held this year at Baguio City.
At this time I was with Lawrence my song writing buddy as he was my designated driver back then. How I miss lo's company. It's just he is in his cycle of life right now that we cannot control but would pass.
I am very blessed to be able to share this experience and way of life to my son in my quest to have him live the freedom that he so greatly deserve.
Wednesday, March 2, 2016
I am a sucker for Lonely Love Poems
Issues and Responsibilities
I really don't know what I want. All I know is I stay in the here and now and here and now has a good day and a bad day. I do not know if someone as of yet has the capacity to be there in the days of my life where it will not all be sunshine and will remain the same in the good or bad times. I never really wished for a boy to marry because it just did not make sense to me. I think of too much logic in things sometimes its too deep and only a handful of my friends including my mom dig it up with me. I write shallow songs because I don't want to feel judged and raped just because I have exposed my reality. My feelings are so deep vast and unknown that I tread with caution. I just wanted a guy so committed to be there for me every damn day, consistently accept these dark bits and pieces of me. This guy must understand that this keeps Me grounded. I don't need a man who makes 10 million or billion pesos a year or whatever figure because I know my capacity to out earn you any God Given day. All I want is an open minded fucker who can be another individual to be equal with me...a guy who doesn't get consumed with dualism..A guy who knows himself and is unafraid. It is as simple as it gets.