2008 and only THANKFUL

HERE'S TO A NEW YEAR OF MOVING FORWARD AND NEVER LOOKING BACK.

and an addition to the tattoo.

CHEERS MY FRIENDS. HAVE A PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR.

in 2009, I'm going to be stepping on my 30's.

and with that I say Cheers to beauty! ONLY GOOD!

TO LOVE, LIGHT, LIFE, WAY and TRUTH!

To a shinier light! To a bitter free forward looking future of prosperity and peace.

This year you taught me how to love and how to be compassionate. You never fail to be faithful to your childs cry.

I cried so many times this year and YOU NEVER LEFT ME. You walked beside me.


THANK YOU FATHER!

Dear Remy

Remy, you will not be afraid of love. You will not be afraid to love.You are love.This is Real.

You will not be afraid of the price to pay for giving your love away, you have so much and if you lack you know where and how to get more you have a supply, someone more powerful than you has love that is infinite, and that same someone's love brought you to this point.

Remy, you will not be scared of the future that has not happened yet.

Remy you will not be afraid to ever so find out that along the lines of chances you will be committing the same mistakes that you forgot to take note of or made an excuse of forgetting.

You are doing this not for yourself, because you made a commitment and you made a stand in the world that you will not be one of the spinning, the confused, the darkened and the perishing, you made a commitment in the line of truth and light and you chose to live. You know that standing in this truth lead you to an advancement. Look at your life now, imagine how your life is going to be...keep looking farther!

And in the process Remy, you will lead the people you encounter to the path you have chosen because you want them to be on this side of space, you want people to live, again not for your sake but for the fight you put your passion on, keep that passion growing.

You will continue to grow in commitment. You will not give up in doing what you say and finishing what you started.

You deserve the same heart in friendships and in love.Anything else is crap, love yourself, you do not deserve crap yet be not entitled to what is for you. Remember, love is the source of all these. Always walk with humility knowing in your gut what enough means.

You will not sacrifice your ground to the world’s pressures of where and what you are supposed to have. All you need is something to keep that fire in your belly active, More of God, less of evil, more of hard work and winning and less of greed and jealousy.

You conquer your battles in your cubicle, when your mind is idle, it breeds evil. Idle calling leads your head to places you should not go to. Be aware.

And Remy, I love you do not forget that. You are beautiful, you deserve to be happy.

FAR BEHIND- CANDLEBOX

While I have backlogs in this blog and because I am busy in a lot of things. I will just share a lyric in a song. This is weird exactly what I want to say.


Candlebox Far Behind - Candlebox



Now maybe
I didn't mean to treat you bad
But I did it anyway
And now maybe
Some would say your life was sad
But you lived it anyway
And so maybe
Your friends they stand around
they watch you crumble
As you falter to the ground
And then someday
Your friends they stand
beside as you were flying
Oh you were flying oh so high

But them someday people look
at you for what they call
their own
They watch you suffer
Yeah they hear you calling home
But then some day we could take our time
To brush the leaves aside so you can reach us
But you left me far behind

Now maybe
I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad
But I did it anyway
Now maybe some would say you're
left with what you had
But you couldn't share the pain

No, no, no
Couldn't share the pain, they watch you suffer

Now maybe I could have made my own mistakes
But I live with what I've known
And then maybe we might
share in something great
But won't you look at where we've grown
Won't you look at where we've gone
But then someday comes
tomorrow holds a sense of what
I feel for you in my mind
As you trip the final line
And that cold day when you lost control
Shame you left my life so soon
you should have told me
But you left me far behind
Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad
But I did it anyway
Now maybe some would say you're
left with what you had
But you couldn't share the pain
No, no, no

Oh no
Oh no no no no...
Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad
But I did it anyway
Now maybe some would say you're
left with what you had
But you couldn't share the pain
I said times have changed your friends
They come and watch you crumble to the ground
They watch you suffer
Yeah, they hold you down
Hold you down
Now maybe brother, maybe love
I didn't mean to treat you bad
But you left me far behind
Left me far behind
Left me far
Behind

Chasing Dreams and where have you been?

When was the last time you chased a dream? What stopped you?
....

I will answer this later.