Theremymarie 's (The-Remy-Marie) Blog Spot: Smart ass Dog

Theremymarie 's (The-Remy-Marie) Blog Spot: Smart ass Dog

THIS BLOG IS CHANGING.

AND YOU WILL SEE HER SOON!

I'm grateful this blog is becoming a chronicle of my evolution. I only have God to thank for it!

Yesterday morning before I went to church as I was praying what struck me was God's promise in Isaiah 62 (MSG) which I believe is for me and the people I am surrounded with:

God has taken a solemn oath,
an oath he means to keep:
"Never again will I open your grain-filled barns
to your enemies to loot and eat.
Never again will foreigners drink the wine
that you worked so hard to produce.
No. The farmers who grow the food will eat the food
and praise God for it.

And I know as soon as I read that I know things changed.

I woke up this morning and I knew it was different. It seemed like a limitation was hacked!

Oh wow, Thank God! happy sunday!

Smart ass Dog

Noticed my dog Pablito, a Boston Terrier's smart ass move just recently, playing sleep while I fix up so I don't put him In his "high tower" 3 days in a row na ito every time I try to leave the house he plays dead so I won't touch him.

His high tower is about 2 and a half feet high, I put him there instead of a crate. He didn't work out with the crates that I got him he would always make sure he would flatten out the spot where it stops so the door would not be locked, that way he can easily kick it and go out when I am not looking. Smart ass.

So for now, and I do not know how long, this boydog shall remain in his high tower till he decides to learn how to jump from it. Till then I have to look for the sturdiest cage I can ever give him.

Its amazing how a small brained animal like that can figure that out.

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Thoughts

We had a wonderful meeting tonight here at hq!
"Sent via BlackBerry from Smart"

Thoughts

And so I woke up from a bank call and now I am up, taking time to write before I fall asleep thinking man I am so lucky to be in a place where in people are straight up with me, when everywhere I look people are so nastily nice to each other letting you fall flat face on the floor and wash their hands clean that they have nothing to do with you, how cruel can that life be?
That's a life I don't want to come back with.

Being in this place you have to fight and make good choices in your soul to be "there" I can't call It a good place in some standards because it is not always fine and dandy. It is a certainty of there is a God and I might as well face him now and whatever he wants to do in my life than runaway and screw my life in my own keeping time and again. I have been in years checking my feelings for a good day or bad day, buying good feelings feeling crappy after. Doing your will to get things and suffer the consequences of it's prematurity thereafter. Sucks. But there is a way out. I am still on the road to be well, I cannot say I got it all down but I will get there. But I can't do it alone. Alone is screwed up.

It's called surrender, a sweet soul surrender a resting where nothing else matters except me and my keeper, knowing HE is just there you got his back and the only thing you have to do is position yourself with no hesitation lean well so you get covered. Leaning to his word and living by what you know as a part of the one that keeps you. Choosing to do that everytime.

You know like a father we look up to. I remember looking up for answers to my dad who I looked up to as the smartest man in the world, everything he says is what I only believe in, but somehow life happens and neither one of us knew well demons got involved anger resentment pain screwed this whole set up that we were born with and screwed our beliefs of how a father is. I have always said myself on the prayers I prayed to God that I am not the best at this whole relational thing but as I believe that you are my father as I surrender myself to your keeping show me if it need be force me to see this part where I got blind and numb. HE is faithful, my life as I looked back is woven into a path where I will discover the realness of how it all is. I remember getting beat up by my dad, I would climb the roof and utter cries like when is this gonna end, i guess I'm one of those unlucky ones, well I can't do anything then can't I? And through the course of the ordeal in years I knew God instilled a fight in me that paved way to my running away from the house knowing there is something better than the shithole I was in. And that was a start of my journey. I cannot say I planted rebellion and the fruit was good, na uh, I left home I was 16 or 17 rebellious for ten years, found at 27 all messed up screwed up stinky and hard. Now I am 31 still a piece of work but God is faithful everyday to wash me clean from those years and make me new happy and free.

Now I know God is freeing me from control, teaching me to forgive myself from the guilt of past wasted that I ever so fear of coming back to hence control, showing me what true love is through people and his ways that I pray I always see. Knowing this access is a gift and I count myself lucky.
"Sent via BlackBerry from Smart"