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Post Partum Coping

It's been a year and 3 months post partum, I felt I skipped the post partum blues because I went hyper social just not to get caught in the emotional chaos that they are talking about, Saved my baby from the bad vibes as he is now a light to everybody's darkness, his smile is a beauty and his sweetness divine. But lately, it has been taking a toll on my body. I am 100 pounds overweight and feeling the effects of any person who have undergone any surgery and all that drugs that came along with it, weakness, inability to focus, tingling sensation from the waist below specially in the right leg that started while I was 3 months pregs with the talulibugger . I seriously substituted feelings with either food or alcohol to drown out all the feelings that will affect my son. I think I have been doing this all my life and now the excuse is my son. Deep stuff. Shit. Anyway. I am going to have my break through on this one,

My 101th Post

Yesterday I came from a wedding shower. It is going to be the wedding of my former team leader/ former housemate/ friend Vel, who is marrying Ed my friend/ Former drinking buddy/ frmer teammate. It's funny how they met. They used to be so sick of each other and someway sometime they ended up liking each other stuck together and decided to marry. And I would I will be a wedding singer who is supposed to wear a deep red long gown. A color I have never worn all my life. Well It would be an adventure somehow. To date they are the second couple I see marry in my 29 year life. It's cool. I'm currently reading the 7 Habits of Highly Effective People by Stephen Covey. I have just finished the part of Habit 1 Which is be proactive. It is interesting to know that a lot about our language speaks about how reactive a person we are as supposed to be proactive. If you are a person who talks as if everything is beyond your circumstance such as the use of words I have to, I need to, If onl...

BLOGGER AND BLOGEE REVAMP

I have been in the blog mode again. I now take in Content writing jobs and haven't cracked the cash cow potential yet but will get there. they say the more famous you are the more money you get. So my online goals for the meantime (note to self : These are not life and death goals.) is to: 1.) Finally make articles for my blog not just paid ones. I noticed I've just really been doing a lot of ghost writing and or paid articles. there is not much expression on this blog not unlike when it once started. ( well they were dark expressions of my drunken moments) Things changed now so I should not be afraid to say whatever I think about now irregardless whether it is wrong or right. I will not be lazy to spend some quality on this thing. I got to put some confidence again in writing. I have been stopped by taking other people's opinions about my style personally. I look at some other friends of mine way back who started blogging with me. To hell they cared about people who bash t...

BALER rendezvous

The pictures were taken from a weekend trip in Baler Aurora, Incase you don't know where the heck that is, Good news, We did not know too where on earth it was. All we knew was we got off our house went to Megamall and bought a map in national bookstore. After that we opened the map of Luzon and picked a destination. The rest was adventure. And I was so thanking God giving the ability for man to come up with a thing called GPRS. I just researched using my phone till we got to where we are going. I admit it was impulsive. But the place was nice. I am not teaching you to get off unannounced because it placates danger. But just incase you plan on going to Baler, Aurora you may have to consider these factoids in tow. 1.) A plane, Sea Air its called flies there Monday and Friday 3:00 PM and 3:50 PM respectively. ONLY 2.) If you choose to travel by land, it will take you 8 hours via Genesis. For more info just walk along cubao just like what we did and ask the diff buss stations to point...