Oye to the World! Taluli and Mama Chronicles

It's been a year and 3 months post partum, I felt I skipped the post partum blues because I went hyper social just not to get caught in the emotional chaos that they are talking about, Saved my baby from the bad vibes as he is now a light to everybody's darkness, his smile is a beauty and his sweetness divine. But lately, it has been taking a toll on my body. I am 100 pounds overweight and feeling the effects of any person who have undergone any surgery and all that drugs that came along with it, weakness, inability to focus, tingling sensation from the waist below specially in the right leg that started while I was 3 months pregs with the talulibugger . I seriously substituted feelings with either food or alcohol to drown out all the feelings that will affect my son. I think I have been doing this all my life and now the excuse is my son. Deep stuff. Shit. Anyway. I am going to have my break through on this one,

I have been in the blog mode again. I now take in Content writing jobs and haven't cracked the cash cow potential yet but will get there. they say the more famous you are the more money you get. So my online goals for the meantime (note to self : These are not life and death goals.) is to: 1.) Finally make articles for my blog not just paid ones. I noticed I've just really been doing a lot of ghost writing and or paid articles. there is not much expression on this blog not unlike when it once started. ( well they were dark expressions of my drunken moments) Things changed now so I should not be afraid to say whatever I think about now irregardless whether it is wrong or right. I will not be lazy to spend some quality on this thing. I got to put some confidence again in writing. I have been stopped by taking other people's opinions about my style personally. I look at some other friends of mine way back who started blogging with me. To hell they cared about people who bash t...