Saturday, September 9, 2017

My Soccer Player status just changed.

I am Remy Marie Del Rosario, 37 years of  age, a soccer player turned mom.

My son,Tala Elija is now a soccer player. Went to soccer school before formal schooling so just he can tell where and  when is it appropriate to let all the energy out. As a new three year old, (he just turned three last june) his attention span is being challenged by this activity, staying for an hour focusing on soccer is a huge feat. Also the discipline of following a leader (sometimes) is now being built early so it would be easier for me and his future teachers to take on teaching this one of a kind toddler.

Of  course, He is wearing a Real Madrid jersey.
So I got to interview him for his first day in class and this is what he had to say:

And just like that my status changed to SOCCER MOM.

Tuesday, December 6, 2016

Of loss and Grief

I lost my father last week from cardiac arrest.

And through the course of grieving I lost not a father but a meaning to life.

In just one blink of an eye, you are a memory, a matter that passed. All the false pretense of how to live, carry and hold your life was a big fat lie. The battles and pseudo triumphs you picked and lost to were fucked up imaginings that strain and drain your human body. That you are a slave to chemicals, your soul lives by the promise and result of chemical reactions. It all goes down  to this end of the road where you are nothing but a dead body left to be buried into the very same imaginings that evokes simultaneous reactions for chemicals to feed on neurons to make  the hormones of the ones you leave behind react into a blissful state of something. The end is cold. 

The end is cold.

Tuesday, November 8, 2016

Change in Humanity Activated

Donald Trump, Rodrigo Duterte, Radical Solutions and desolutions are openings for opportunities and change.

There is a change that humanity is craving beyond the systems that are in place. That is just how the way it is, until it is put in a box that people are accustomed to, it will always be the subject of confusion and hate to people who have a parallel understanding of how the universe works. Knowing this does not mean you are okay with it..just means stepping back and assesing is the way you can live along these changes while keeping your morals and beliefs intact. Reacting to the actions of people that operate within the change does not help create the balance of your life, it is the work that you do to further your understanding that will create harmony. There  will always be the inevitable and chaos.

I will discuss this in my blog as I go along.