Oye to the World! Taluli and Mama Chronicles

I'm not much into the drama of things because I got so sick of that in my younger years. But this is one day where I allow myself to go down to the bits of my soul and cry the most bittersweet tears that I best enjoy alone. Pagbigyan nyo na ako sa GIF na to. Pwede mag feeling Angelina Jolie lang birthday naman? It is about 11:48 PM September 18, in a few minutes I'm a year older. I am playing my Spotify Birthday Mix , which I built august and been playing solidly for a few days now. Some things that are new and stimulating events that happened this year, I am really thankful to the God that works this universe for making the right fittings for my life in the right moments,  right times and has never ever failed me in this journey. I am very thankful to T.G.T.W.T.U (to the God that works this universe) BECAUSE: My most precious gift, Tala Elija , who is now a year and 3 months strong  is growing to be a very healthy,  smart, and sweet. He is becoming a ball...

It's been a year and 3 months post partum, I felt I skipped the post partum blues because I went hyper social just not to get caught in the emotional chaos that they are talking about, Saved my baby from the bad vibes as he is now a light to everybody's darkness, his smile is a beauty and his sweetness divine. But lately, it has been taking a toll on my body. I am 100 pounds overweight and feeling the effects of any person who have undergone any surgery and all that drugs that came along with it, weakness, inability to focus, tingling sensation from the waist below specially in the right leg that started while I was 3 months pregs with the talulibugger . I seriously substituted feelings with either food or alcohol to drown out all the feelings that will affect my son. I think I have been doing this all my life and now the excuse is my son. Deep stuff. Shit. Anyway. I am going to have my break through on this one,

Dear Followers of Iglesia ni Cristo, First let me say, I love you, I love how ever so fragile your hearts are for God that you chose allegiance towards this sector of religion even though as we all know, God is love and is free for anyone to take to their hearts, minds, deeds and what not. I will not go as deep as a wells core here because it doesn't even matter now, you've ruined my experience of a saturday and hey my sunday too, (Thank you Mandaluyong City for granting permit to rally through your most profitable saturday and sunday your  long weekend mall going folks won't make it anymore, so pop goes your profits for 2 days, nice work!) where I am supposed to have a moment to take my son to places and enjoy and love his existence in this sham of a country called the Philippines where it is supposedly more fun to be in.  Photo from inquirer.net, caption made with the more fun maker here:  http://www.morefunmaker.com/entry/84555/ I know how you shout ab...

I have been learning how to reserve company names for my boss and I did not know how easy it is to do that in the Philippines not until today. I figured I should give you a step by step procedure in how to check a company name prior to Securities and Exchange Commission (S.E.C) registration. STEP 1.  Go to http://www.sec.gov.ph   STEP 2.  Select Reserve A Company Name    STEP 3.   You will be prompted to the SEC i-register page. Click to the part where it says "PROCEED" *take a look at the notice in this page so you won't end up making a mistake in your name reservation payment.  STEP 4:   You will be prompted to the  SEC i-Register Version 2 Facility. Once you are already done reading that it is all about,  press "Continue": STEP 5: Welcome to the SEC i-register page, if you are a 1st time user, you should register . STEP 6: This is what the "Sign up now " page looks like. STEP 7: Once you success...

I am close to my forties, been running around like a drunk ass lost soul, still a frustrated songwriter who can't keep a band together, a frustrated designer, who's just made 2 pieces of clothing, a frustrated nerd who is trying to learn to code, a frustrated dieter who loves to drink her beer and a frustrated guitar player who can't sing and play the guitar at the same time. A single woman without a wing man. That's me awkward for pictures, PHOTO TAKEN BY: NIKON CELIS. And that's Gino my sometimes asshole friend. I am getting old sitting through my flaws, make fun of it and or try to wait for a breakthrough. I am not the kind who gives up though. I constantly fight through everyday. I believe in the power of seeking for a breakthrough. I was not raised properly by parents so I kind of had to figure out stuff on my own, with the help of my circumstances. It wasn't my parents fault, I chose what I chose. I chose independence and with closed eyes I jumpe...

  I am going to talk about this new venture we have it's called Banana Mango, its a network of design and advertising specialist and we take on jobs that involves total rebranding, website design and conceptualization to simple graphic design jobs. You can visit our website at : http://www.banana-mango.com    

There are certain people and events that impact a persons life, and I won't deny the fact that those years of spending my youth and energy into the madness of you had made a huge impact in my life. It was one of the pivotal moments of my self discovery. It is when I knew I had the capability to impart and give away my whole damn self in a seemingly unselfish manner, or so I believe have been. It has also caused a trauma that I am working on right now in my life. Its not bad on you, but it was the cost of my all out expedition beyond my fears. I let it all out and now I have to learn how to manage it like a sane human being without concerning myself with other people's opinion of me and what I am made of. I am a very insecure person, that is my weakness, this has heightened into the ideal of me being liked by you and eventually hopefully loved but was unclear. I know you chose unclear because I feed your ego with the joy of some person you don't care who will worship you l...