Oye to the World! Taluli and Mama Chronicles

> I look back > It's been a month > And damn we moved so fast > Surreal > I love the fast paced life > You chill me out > And hold me down > It is almost as if > It was a perfect fit > Of course I still have doubts > Let me see, wait, > You had me at food > You had me at our total equal weirdness > You had me at Passion man, you have passion > You are more of a man than anyone with fake power see > I don't know if you know that about you > But I see it very clear > And it draws me more to you > To sum this up in one word > is : Intense. This rhyme doesnt make no sense.

You are a puzzle. You are hard to handle. You seem promising. You seem unique. You seem great. We seem great. You seem sincere. So now we are here.

Last night was very bad. I had a panic attack. I sobbed and I sobbed and felt a cold burn in my chest and a numbing in my arms. I had to breathe through a paperbag just to calm myself down. This usually happens when I feel I almost am about to sink down an emotional hole. When I am to embark on an outpour of strong emotions such as anger, love, selfhate, dissapointment and total darkness. My brain goes bonkers and it gets uncontrollable from there. It used to be very scary now I have managed to ease the attacks for a shorter period of time. When this happens I shutdown. What I have is a very hyper active brain,  trained to go zero to sixty most of the time. It was and always is, growing up as independent as I was. The only thing that I have in mind in calming it down passively is alcohol, when time is due and able I meditate or have a sober introspection where all the gunk is washed by terrible tears of a motherfucking 5 year old. After which all the excess emotional stu...

Bask in this shitty place in your current life, And just like a Phoenix  motherfucker you soon shall rise.

I have enough motivation around me to keep me going.  Shitty Relations. Bad Moves. Sweet Fatherless Son with a future of Gold. Fat Ass. Yup son, this is going to be one hell of a ride to 40. 

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I am not a Huge Cinema goer just like any geek out there, I stay on my couch and cruise along the internet for some documentaries and free stuff here and there  but this trailer made me watch this as a paying customer. I thought this bearded guy was really funny in a Seth Rogen-ish kind of way and that combination of Ricky Davao and Cherie Gil was stunning. The banter and the acting of this short teaser appealed to me in a manner that I can relate to. I watch the lives of these types of most of the guy friends that I have and band mates who are 30 something happy go lucky fuckers that that get lucky and  turn their life around. I had to watch it in the big screen. So I called my friend Bambi and asked her to watch the movie with me.  So this movie I'd like to call is a local version of knocked-up. I guess what made this really special is the fresh talent that is coming out of this film. I was surprised how good Bangs Garcia was in acting this girl I'm telli...

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(This is an email sent to me by a very good friend. He is 80 something years of age. yes I am friends with older people and these are very real platonic friendships. I learn so much from their wisdom. I have no idea who the author of this is but it sure is a good knowledge to pass on.) As we grow older, and hence wiser, we slowly realize that wearing a $300. or $30.00 watch,  they both tell the same time ... Whether we carry a $300 or $30.00 wallet/handbag, the amount of money inside is the same; Whether we drink a bottle of $30 or $3.00 wine, the effect is the same; Whether the house we live in is 30 or 300 sq.m. the loneliness is the same. Hopefully, one day you will realize, your true inner happiness does not come-from the material things of this world. Whether you fly first or economy class, if the plane goes down, you go down with it... Therefore..I hope you realize, when you have mates, buddies and old friends, brothers and sisters, who you chat with, laugh with, tal...

I am at a point in my life where age meets expectations and who you are and what you have lived for is judged before you get to the tipping age of exclusion from the society that would feed you long as you serve them, which is 37 that is. I am an age closer to that. That is a decade after my last self audit. After that I was free from the shackles of what bound me for a decade or more that put me up to this point. I am thankful for that journey now I feel as an ever evolving human being, I crave and am to live for change and a higher level of self which I am trying to figure out right now not by might, but by sight and open mind. Welcome to the dirty world of Mid life crisis. Yes, it exist in women. Yes it currently exists here. It is a point where everybody is too busy of their own shit to even listen to you talk your way out of your rut. Thank God there are blogs for the cheapo s like me. Thank God there are therapists for the people who can well afford it. Unlike a decade...

I'm not much into the drama of things because I got so sick of that in my younger years. But this is one day where I allow myself to go down to the bits of my soul and cry the most bittersweet tears that I best enjoy alone. Pagbigyan nyo na ako sa GIF na to. Pwede mag feeling Angelina Jolie lang birthday naman? It is about 11:48 PM September 18, in a few minutes I'm a year older. I am playing my Spotify Birthday Mix , which I built august and been playing solidly for a few days now. Some things that are new and stimulating events that happened this year, I am really thankful to the God that works this universe for making the right fittings for my life in the right moments,  right times and has never ever failed me in this journey. I am very thankful to T.G.T.W.T.U (to the God that works this universe) BECAUSE: My most precious gift, Tala Elija , who is now a year and 3 months strong  is growing to be a very healthy,  smart, and sweet. He is becoming a ball...

It's been a year and 3 months post partum, I felt I skipped the post partum blues because I went hyper social just not to get caught in the emotional chaos that they are talking about, Saved my baby from the bad vibes as he is now a light to everybody's darkness, his smile is a beauty and his sweetness divine. But lately, it has been taking a toll on my body. I am 100 pounds overweight and feeling the effects of any person who have undergone any surgery and all that drugs that came along with it, weakness, inability to focus, tingling sensation from the waist below specially in the right leg that started while I was 3 months pregs with the talulibugger . I seriously substituted feelings with either food or alcohol to drown out all the feelings that will affect my son. I think I have been doing this all my life and now the excuse is my son. Deep stuff. Shit. Anyway. I am going to have my break through on this one,

Dear Followers of Iglesia ni Cristo, First let me say, I love you, I love how ever so fragile your hearts are for God that you chose allegiance towards this sector of religion even though as we all know, God is love and is free for anyone to take to their hearts, minds, deeds and what not. I will not go as deep as a wells core here because it doesn't even matter now, you've ruined my experience of a saturday and hey my sunday too, (Thank you Mandaluyong City for granting permit to rally through your most profitable saturday and sunday your  long weekend mall going folks won't make it anymore, so pop goes your profits for 2 days, nice work!) where I am supposed to have a moment to take my son to places and enjoy and love his existence in this sham of a country called the Philippines where it is supposedly more fun to be in.  Photo from inquirer.net, caption made with the more fun maker here:  http://www.morefunmaker.com/entry/84555/ I know how you shout ab...

I have been learning how to reserve company names for my boss and I did not know how easy it is to do that in the Philippines not until today. I figured I should give you a step by step procedure in how to check a company name prior to Securities and Exchange Commission (S.E.C) registration. STEP 1.  Go to http://www.sec.gov.ph   STEP 2.  Select Reserve A Company Name    STEP 3.   You will be prompted to the SEC i-register page. Click to the part where it says "PROCEED" *take a look at the notice in this page so you won't end up making a mistake in your name reservation payment.  STEP 4:   You will be prompted to the  SEC i-Register Version 2 Facility. Once you are already done reading that it is all about,  press "Continue": STEP 5: Welcome to the SEC i-register page, if you are a 1st time user, you should register . STEP 6: This is what the "Sign up now " page looks like. STEP 7: Once you success...

I am close to my forties, been running around like a drunk ass lost soul, still a frustrated songwriter who can't keep a band together, a frustrated designer, who's just made 2 pieces of clothing, a frustrated nerd who is trying to learn to code, a frustrated dieter who loves to drink her beer and a frustrated guitar player who can't sing and play the guitar at the same time. A single woman without a wing man. That's me awkward for pictures, PHOTO TAKEN BY: NIKON CELIS. And that's Gino my sometimes asshole friend. I am getting old sitting through my flaws, make fun of it and or try to wait for a breakthrough. I am not the kind who gives up though. I constantly fight through everyday. I believe in the power of seeking for a breakthrough. I was not raised properly by parents so I kind of had to figure out stuff on my own, with the help of my circumstances. It wasn't my parents fault, I chose what I chose. I chose independence and with closed eyes I jumpe...

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There are certain people and events that impact a persons life, and I won't deny the fact that those years of spending my youth and energy into the madness of you had made a huge impact in my life. It was one of the pivotal moments of my self discovery. It is when I knew I had the capability to impart and give away my whole damn self in a seemingly unselfish manner, or so I believe have been. It has also caused a trauma that I am working on right now in my life. Its not bad on you, but it was the cost of my all out expedition beyond my fears. I let it all out and now I have to learn how to manage it like a sane human being without concerning myself with other people's opinion of me and what I am made of. I am a very insecure person, that is my weakness, this has heightened into the ideal of me being liked by you and eventually hopefully loved but was unclear. I know you chose unclear because I feed your ego with the joy of some person you don't care who will worship you l...