Oye to the World! Taluli and Mama Chronicles

Not much to see, drank my first two beers ate my fish steak and went to sleep.

The Clouds are my friends in this trip. Their cottony view seem soothing in the eye!

Took my Photo while I was bored from traffic in Resorts World. Air Sea Land traffic is Massive this season. Where do all these cars come from???

Damn, I have not read Atlas Shrugged for quite sometime. The first time I did, It was in my high school years. Shopped a book out of Booksale along with that Shakespeare Collection all in one book I have always been raving about to my friends of getting. Back in Highschool I didn't go much because I was busy finding my niche out of the boring, but that is a story to tell later on. But Atlas Shrugged changed me, all of a sudden back in high school I have always wished I can be Dagny Taggart, run an empire or at least be a part of it the daring and the bold, no man fazes you , but you bend over to the right ones, the smart watchful same like mind you can "mind fuck" with. (So far, I found one, but John Galt got him.) You just do the deed and walk by it to greatness and death. The right kind of ego. I even wrote one time. I will be Dagny Taggart. read the book 5 times since. Until this year they made a movie, failures gone by, stagnation and all I went through a different pa...

The vast majority of the study of space and ocean have always fascinated me. It bores me to see water space with an Island close by. I always loved and was thrilled of infinite possibilities, limitations such as not knowing how to swim, not knowing how to drive, shortage or lack of money are the ones I am set to conquer during my lifetime. By conquering this, I consider myself whole. When people around me ask why I am not married, why I don't have kids, the reason is, those are not the dreams I dreamt In my younger years. If you were a fan of "The Secret" those are not the things I wrote in my book. What sparked a light in my tiny head and made me giddy are stuff not normal girls are accustomed with. I always liked the thrill of making things and shocking people without saying a word. I loved the thrill of people not seeing it coming. The trouble of whats taking things so long is when the times that I cared what people will say. The more I thought of that, the lesser I be...

Looking forward to my family being back here by next year from their failed retirement. Too much rain in the south lately. Looking forward to a mind-blowing year work wise, new experiences, new opportunities, new growth, new blossoming future. I hate being in Plateau. I am very thankful for this current phase in my life where I am given enough liberty to control my growth the way I want too. Thankful for the experiences that brought me to this point, good or bad. I had no regrets, but nothing to come back to because if I did, I would end up S.T.U.C.K. I hate that word. I am thankful I have come to love the hate on it. I hate on the right things, Stop hating people, seen too much fruit f bitterness going on, I lived on that majority of my life. Never look Back, just Move forward. I am moving on. I am in the right opportunities at the right time. I have only God to thank for everything. He deserves all the glory, no man no woman no material thing. I am very thankful He made me see that o...

I rarely update this blog now because I am busy with work life and it does to concern me channeling to my emotional side. I am surrounded with testosterone that sometimes, giving in to a little emotional girly route can derail me, because as I have faced it, I am a woman. I have always reminded myself to stick to the goal. My only goal in life is to not get fucked over and as it has been progressing, money came along the way which I am grateful for. There are better goals than making money and my mentor was indeed right, your personal growth follows income. I can say Im starting to see that due to what has been happening to his own life that I do not doubt in my mind it can happen to me. I just follow his lead. It's simply put, Don't get fucked over as I see it. What do I want? As far as I know, I am pursuing something that I am not able to define. It is as if it's a moment to moment thing. It come that day as a challenge and I just refuse to accept defeat and it has been p...