Oye to the World! Taluli and Mama Chronicles

Forgive yourself for being human in craving things that are wrong and that are bad for you simply because you hurt yourself over and  over again and again For grabbing things you dont know about  For playing Fire Games that eventually burn  And Scar and become Permanent Inprints Of the innocence you felt you were robbed of Yes it is you who opened the door and you who allowed But that does not mean that you are to blame or she is to blame Know that life happens to the current reason of your state of being Though you get motivated with every single fucking blister  from walking with shoes that are not fit for you You just need to all of a sudden succumb to retire to the fact that, hey  The illusion of appearance and standards of being are fallacies born by social stigmas  And that getting tired is just a state of mind fighting to react towards the wave that steal ones happiness is the real battle.  that no money can buy no thing can satisfy And Getting through that minute every single t...

thank you lord for the gift of 39 years in life thank you for making 2018 my year thank you for giving me a second chance in life thank you for opening up doors for me thank you for the love that you always showed me thank you for loving me inconditionally  thank you for making me strong, wise and humble  thank you for making me  thank you for giving me Taluli thank you for blessing me with awesome people in my life You have no idea how you blessed my life  You always catched me when I fell You became a father to me more than everyone or anyone can ever be You truly have never left me Whoever you are they may call you God But i call you mine. 

So last Febuary 9, 2018 ( Friday) Taluli and I ventured out and went on a spontaneous trip to Tondol Beach. I only planned to go and not much about "going" like planning or how some people would take a "relaxed" vacation. My idea of a relaxed vacation is spontaneous, unforgettable, unexpected and a continous discovery . I would call this the road to chill. So on to the detail. After going off of from my work at BGC, I booked an Uber to pick up Taluli from Fairview Q.C. at about 9:30 am in time for our planned 10:30 am descent, which did not happen. 10:30 am, the only bus available was the bus going to Anda, Pangasinan, which was straight up on point to our destination ( Tondol Beach is Located in Anda) but not airconditioned. I am game for anything but the kid wants his aircon so we decided to hop on a bus going to Bolinao instead. So I picked up food in andoks, 4 pieces of emergency Dokito Fried Chicken and 2 pieces of liempo just incase food will suck onc...

Sometimes I ask myself... How do people meet and fall in love  Do they sing and dance together to their hearts content and reach the peak in ecstacy to know that they are a match? Do they have to crawl struggle and get bloody until they come to realize that the person who continously wipe the blood off their face is the same person they are bound to be forever with? I introduce people to their potential and my hunches work out for them to the point that they stay forever until today and in the years to come I have attended weddings where in people thank me because I was the reason they crossed paths I have been in relationships in between rocky marriages and have been the reason why this marriages get fixed I am wondering how my story will work out in this world where people are full of themselves and their needs never even thinking about........ "hey what about her? How can she be happy the same she made me?"   Am I in a wrong fucked up state of brain? Or am I just too lazy ...

So Taluli and I are fans of toy unboxing in youtube, we chanced upon a youtuber who unboxed the Animal Planet Mega Shark and Whale Toy Set and decided to venture out and check out it's price so I can buy my boy one, but lo and behold,  PHP 9,247.00 - What? So the resourceful mom that I am decided to look around and I see online that Toys R us is selling this item way lower $21.00 - PHP 1,050 come on. Lazada, what a rip off. So I seeked help from US friends to get me one during cyber monday sale. The toy arrived and we unboxed it. This is taluli's dream toy, so YOU CAN JUST IMAGINE the look in his eyes when he got this present unannounced. You can watch our youtube video here:  Please do not forget to like the video and subscribe to our channel for more of my single mom adventures with Taluli. 

I am Remy Marie Del Rosario, 37 years of  age, a soccer player turned mom. My son,Tala Elija is now a soccer player. Went to soccer school before formal schooling so just he can tell where and  when is it appropriate to let all the energy out. As a new three year old, (he just turned three last june) his attention span is being challenged by this activity, staying for an hour focusing on soccer is a huge feat. Also the discipline of following a leader (sometimes) is now being built early so it would be easier for me and his future teachers to take on teaching this one of a kind toddler. Of  course, He is wearing a Real Madrid jersey. So I got to interview him for his first day in class and this is what he had to say: And just like that my status changed to SOCCER MOM.

I lost my father last week from cardiac arrest. And through the course of grieving I lost not a father but a meaning to life. In just one blink of an eye, you are a memory, a matter that passed. All the false pretense of how to live, carry and hold your life was a big fat lie. The battles and pseudo triumphs you picked and lost to were fucked up imaginings that strain and drain your human body. That you are a slave to chemicals, your soul lives by the promise and result of chemical reactions. It all goes down  to this end of the road where you are nothing but a dead body left to be buried into the very same imaginings that evokes simultaneous reactions for chemicals to feed on neurons to make  the hormones of the ones you leave behind react into a blissful state of something. The end is cold.  The end is cold.