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2008 and only THANKFUL

HERE'S TO A NEW YEAR OF MOVING FORWARD AND NEVER LOOKING BACK. and an addition to the tattoo. CHEERS MY FRIENDS. HAVE A PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR. in 2009, I'm going to be stepping on my 30's. and with that I say Cheers to beauty! ONLY GOOD! TO LOVE, LIGHT, LIFE, WAY and TRUTH! To a shinier light! To a bitter free forward looking future of prosperity and peace. This year you taught me how to love and how to be compassionate. You never fail to be faithful to your childs cry. I cried so many times this year and YOU NEVER LEFT ME. You walked beside me. THANK YOU FATHER!

Dear Remy

Remy, you will not be afraid of love. You will not be afraid to love.You are love.This is Real. You will not be afraid of the price to pay for giving your love away, you have so much and if you lack you know where and how to get more you have a supply, someone more powerful than you has love that is infinite, and that same someone's love brought you to this point. Remy, you will not be scared of the future that has not happened yet. Remy you will not be afraid to ever so find out that along the lines of chances you will be committing the same mistakes that you forgot to take note of or made an excuse of forgetting. You are doing this not for yourself, because you made a commitment and you made a stand in the world that you will not be one of the spinning, the confused, the darkened and the perishing, you made a commitment in the line of truth and light and you chose to live. You know that standing in this truth lead you to an advancement. Look at your life now, imagine how your li...

FAR BEHIND- CANDLEBOX

While I have backlogs in this blog and because I am busy in a lot of things. I will just share a lyric in a song. This is weird exactly what I want to say. Candlebox Far Behind - Candlebox Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you bad But I did it anyway And now maybe Some would say your life was sad But you lived it anyway And so maybe Your friends they stand around they watch you crumble As you falter to the ground And then someday Your friends they stand beside as you were flying Oh you were flying oh so high But them someday people look at you for what they call their own They watch you suffer Yeah they hear you calling home But then some day we could take our time To brush the leaves aside so you can reach us But you left me far behind Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad But I did it anyway Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had But you couldn't share the pain No, no, no Couldn't share the pain, they watch you suffer Now maybe I could have...

Chasing Dreams and where have you been?

When was the last time you chased a dream? What stopped you? .... I will answer this later.

Lesson Learned from Courtney Love

I remember the days..I got hooked with those gurrl bands back in my high school days. Saving up for tapes of Hole, Veruca Salt, Babes in Toyland among others, I would grab a hold of our kitchen mortar or brush and sang on my gut when this song was played. I think courtney sang this right after Kurt Cobain Took his life and shot himself in the kitchen floor. I had a phase where I so adored Courtney love, I used her lipstick, I would be collecting her pictures buying magazines with her on it. I was a fan. She was my rock madonna. But this song, for some strange reason is a good lesson learned from those days. until now channelling anger with this song on tow is a funny thing. I can say this song has pumped my gas up for years. If you want to sing along, go ahead. VIOLET-HOLE And the sky was made of amethyst And all the stars look just like little fish You should learn when to go You should learn how to say no Might last a day yeah Mine is forever Might last a day, yeah Well mine is forev...

Music, Work and You

Because I am just curious, I asked these brokers, bankers, recruters and analyst associations of mine what effect music brings to them when they are at work Some people cannot work without a specific genre playing in their ipod or pc. Some people like silence. Others have their energies surging over techno tunes. Here are the answers that came up: I can make better and faster decisions when listening to house music. - Noel Magada, Recruiter I listen to new age - meditation music in the background when I need to focus and calm down and then listen to rock music when I want to get energized - Dawn Van Zant, Investorideas.com Good question! CNBC is on my TV from the minute I walk in and it's the last thing I turn off when I leave (90% of the time the volume is off and I play music). What I listen to really depends on my mood at the time and what I'm working on or who I'm preparing to meet w/. When I need to get pumped up it's usually metal (Pantera, Slayer...) When I need ...

Roads

There are just some nice, good, things that happen in somebody's life. Sometimes they are too good and nice that we tend to make a big deal out of it because we see ourselves too small, walking in stiff steps we fumble, stumble and fall. Because it was too huge to handle, we crush ourselves in the process. Thats when you have to have people who care enough to grab you by the horns and bring you back up, no matter what. People around you who believe that you are more than you think you are they are violently grabbing you out of the quagmire you stumbled yourself with. In this crazy world where friends come and go, I count myself lucky because I am sorrounded by people who love me. As unbelievable as it is, I was so loved. Perfect love that drives away fear, melts the hardest heart of men. I can say I had a very hard heart, the hardest heart that I have ever known at least. A heart that abhored vulnerable moments, who smoked and drank away that squeezy feeling everytime it came, quit...