Things I know about myself so far.

I am writing these things down as a reminder most of all for progress.

1.)   I love the color Turquoise.
2.)   I m very passionate about God and Jesus that I can go on and on but not religious.
3.)  When a song is about to come up, It feels like I am having sex, a desire brews and I climax with the finish product and end mostly incomplete. LOL. #raw #tmi
4.)   I am funny when I want to be liked. I am serious when I want to be hated. I am seriously funny  when I am comfortable around you.
5.)   I annoy people by asking too much questions.
6.)   I fear the future but create a discipline of just thinking a day or three or a week at a time so if you ask me about the future I can go on and on with my views as to why you should not ask me that.
7.)   I love Cheetos Jalapeno.
8.)   It takes me 2 weeks tops to buy what I want even If I had the money to spend for it. I usually go on rounds and justify before I make a purchase.
9.)   I love soft earplugs, always have a pair handy wherever I go. Puts me to deep sleep.
10.) I use soccer socks to shut my eye. Not only that it gives me the best eyelash curl, my eyes don't feel comfortable and snug enough with those eye mask or covers they give you on airplanes.
11.) I am pretty much intuitive, it harms me more than helps me sometimes. I am learning how to not be anti social about it. LOL.
12.) I am a very practical person even on the rashest decisions I make for myself. I am not shy to admit my fault.
13.) I by human nature get affected and take consideration of other people's perception, but always choose to do by me and not care. 
14.) I have trouble loosing weight.
15.) I give emphasis on Loyalty and hold myself accountable to that.
16.) I like things that are constantly in motion, that is the only thing that you can control is to keep the moving, movable and the result is the proof of your movement. I do not attach myself fully in anything I had no participation with so I do not really like taking credits in results other than what I actually took time and energy with and I pretty much stuck in that.
17.) When I am stuck I cope by breathing and meditating until. I believe in the surrender to lack of control. I suffered from panic attacks every now and then so this thinking has kept me safe and panic attack free for a year now.

That's just it for now. I Got stuck at 6:18 PM. Until next time.