Oye to the World! Taluli and Mama Chronicles

There are times when you look back at your life and you find out all along that whatever that took you this far made you who you are to come to this point. This pregnancy has thought me things I learned about my self in 2 weeks than I ever did in 34 years, imagine that? It is making me love myself because there is a being that is your own that you are taking care of that requires you loving yourself the way you have never loved yourself ever before and you are sure as shit there is no way around it but that. Destiny and the people you meet along the way are no accidents so I have only forgiveness in my heart that I have. I know that jusr every bitter thought that comes across that make me pity myself is just the control dying because I didnt have it my way in particular situations where it was almost perfect in my thoughts. You know what thought passed me? That all the while, I am enough and I am worthy and I will never ever sell my self short again to fill the void because there is...

This is funny Im eating a meatpie while waiting for my car to get washed and just one dramatic thought about my situation passed by, I burst into tears...taking a bite of the meat pie...wow. Hahaha. My hormones must be raging Damn.

I am pregnant. Yes. I am going to be a mom to a human and not only dogs. (Whew, finally.) I decided to blog it so to have a release because I am finding out right now that my mental and emotional wiring are screaming shots wildly. It needs management. Im calling it a name. The control freak fanny or CFF Im scared this control freak fanny resurface when situations are not great. CFF tunes in a lot and is hypersensitive towards judging situations and can hold a person or a crew emotionally hostaged. Now why did I say that? Because of the fact that now I am preggers CFF decides to resurface and take control and be always right about the why and the what of things, people around me will automatically have to deal and understand. CFF is a very wicked enemy a buy product of emotions which is very very nasty. Call it my primal fear in this next season. I know the solution though on how to kill CFF ...ask for help. Hahaha. So i messaged Dada Palma, my meditation mentor if I can spend ti...

Been a long time since I blogged. Well I would like to share a clipping from a book which was a good read yesterday that I'd like to take to heart regarding forgiveness. Here is the truth: You’ve never been bad. Neither has anyone else. We all carry all the attributes of pure divinity of Source itself! In our essence we are the highest vibration of light and love. Likewise, you’ve never done anything wrong. Neither has anyone else. Everything that anyone has ever done has always been an attempt to take care of themselves with whatever inner resources they had at the time. This might be hard to take in because we are conditioned to make ourselves and each other wrong. To heal, we must learn to see ourselves and each other from the eyes of Source. And how does Source see us? With unlimited, unconditional love. It sees us as sparks of Itself who have come to this plane to go through experiences, make mistakes and learn from them. In each experience we have the choice to let ...

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Sa satarday May 18 mag kitakita tayo para sa ska and reggae night sa south bar..Kami ng Kaya Green will be jammin. Salamat! Muzikang Pinoy production "Southern Irie: SKA REGGAE NITE" featuring: -Dandimites -Oneluv stylee -Kaya Green Band -Fingertrap -Barrio Morning Glory -Red-Striped Suzie -Freedom Ave. feat. Royal South Soundsystem -Eganune -Skunks DJ Set by: DAVEMAN DJ MAY 18, Saturday. SOUTH BAR, Las Pinas City 7pm-onwards 100php entrance w/ 1 free beer its time to dance. spread the good vibes. jah lav.

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Conquer everyday 1 to be able to write down goals for the day 2 achieve them 3 make myself feel good from waking up to sleeping time by watching motivational videos, reading motivAtional writing. 4 list five things that i am grateful about myself 5 list five things i am grateful for with the people around me

I asked myself, why do I keep saying I get hurt by men, I just go back in telling myself, BECAUSE I ALLOW THEM TO. And when I come to a realization that yeah I do. I pack my bags and move on. But if that constant cycle won't stop, I know I have a problem. I stopped and thought to myself, well, maybe because I was taking off from the responsibility of making myself happy confident and content and passing it over to somebody else. Well at the end of the day I have no person to blame than myself. It is time to get out there and get my own self confidence and not stop because someone offered a shoulder or a promise of forever. -- Disclaimer: I am not a Registered Investment Advisor or a Broker / Dealer. Readers are advised that this electronic publication is issued solely for information purposes and is not to be construed as an offer to sell or the solicitation of an offer...

You have completed the Big Five Personality Test, results calculated from your answers are below. Scores on each of the five traits range from 1 (low) to 5 (high). The percentile is what percent of other people who have taken this test you scored higher than. http://personality-testing.info/tests/BIG5.php Trait Score Percentile Extraversion 2.4   24 Extraversion reflects how much you are oriented towards things outside yourself and derive satisfaction from interacting with other people. [ more ] Conscientiousness 2.6   14 Conscientiousness reflects how careful you are, both in respect to orginization and rules. [ more ] Neuroticism 1.2   1 Neuroticism is the tendancy to experince negative emotions. [ more ] Agreeableness 3.5   26 Agreeableness reflects how much you like and tr...