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Just for the sudden feels

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> I look back > It's been a month > And damn we moved so fast > Surreal > I love the fast paced life > You chill me out > And hold me down > It is almost as if > It was a perfect fit > Of course I still have doubts > Let me see, wait, > You had me at food > You had me at our total equal weirdness > You had me at Passion man, you have passion > You are more of a man than anyone with fake power see > I don't know if you know that about you > But I see it very clear > And it draws me more to you > To sum this up in one word > is : Intense. This rhyme doesnt make no sense.

Psychedelic Bullet Train

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You are a puzzle. You are hard to handle. You seem promising. You seem unique. You seem great. We seem great. You seem sincere. So now we are here.

The Attack of the Overwhelming

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Last night was very bad. I had a panic attack. I sobbed and I sobbed and felt a cold burn in my chest and a numbing in my arms. I had to breathe through a paperbag just to calm myself down. This usually happens when I feel I almost am about to sink down an emotional hole. When I am to embark on an outpour of strong emotions such as anger, love, selfhate, dissapointment and total darkness. My brain goes bonkers and it gets uncontrollable from there. It used to be very scary now I have managed to ease the attacks for a shorter period of time. When this happens I shutdown. What I have is a very hyper active brain,  trained to go zero to sixty most of the time. It was and always is, growing up as independent as I was. The only thing that I have in mind in calming it down passively is alcohol, when time is due and able I meditate or have a sober introspection where all the gunk is washed by terrible tears of a motherfucking 5 year old. After which all the excess emotional stu...

Thoughts so dandy it's free

Bask in this shitty place in your current life, And just like a Phoenix  motherfucker you soon shall rise.

Phoenix ..Son!

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I have enough motivation around me to keep me going.  Shitty Relations. Bad Moves. Sweet Fatherless Son with a future of Gold. Fat Ass. Yup son, this is going to be one hell of a ride to 40. 

UST FOOTBALL ALUMNI CHRISTMAS POTLUCK

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November 29, Sunday is UST Legend Xmas POTLUCK Get Together Where: Ateneo Ocampo Field Time: 2:00 PM Program: Friendly Game vs Blue Guards at 2pm                 Games and festivities thereafter We encourage everyone to bring Food and Drinks to share. We can bring stuff to grill like fish meat etc. We have games for the kids and gifts to give away to each and every children participating. So Please RSVP with your name and Children’s Names at 09176690222

Honest Review: Cinema One Originals: Baka Siguro Yata

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I am not a Huge Cinema goer just like any geek out there, I stay on my couch and cruise along the internet for some documentaries and free stuff here and there  but this trailer made me watch this as a paying customer. I thought this bearded guy was really funny in a Seth Rogen-ish kind of way and that combination of Ricky Davao and Cherie Gil was stunning. The banter and the acting of this short teaser appealed to me in a manner that I can relate to. I watch the lives of these types of most of the guy friends that I have and band mates who are 30 something happy go lucky fuckers that that get lucky and  turn their life around. I had to watch it in the big screen. So I called my friend Bambi and asked her to watch the movie with me.  So this movie I'd like to call is a local version of knocked-up. I guess what made this really special is the fresh talent that is coming out of this film. I was surprised how good Bangs Garcia was in acting this girl I'm telli...