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I wish this will go away soon.

I miss you around me making me smile greeting me good morning I miss you making me feel I miss that I can just call you and you will be here and you would make me feel calm. I still wake up around the same time that we both do 2-3 am I don't know If you still do. you have been my sweet space you made me feel really tender and it was amazing I don't know if it was amazing for you I don't know if you felt what I felt. but i had to stop it had to stop. because you no longer wanted. And I don't know how to cope with rejection. I had to be. I have to let it go. it is hard. I am counting the kilometers I spend biking in the places far away I already ran miles but still the pain is just the same I don't know when I will find or will I be found. But what happens now is I have to clean up every little mess I made Make up for all lost time that was brought about by my impulsiveness Do my own personal responsibilities With a hurt heart I k...